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  • Snakes in the Garden

    Snakes in the Garden

    Take that for resilience. I don’t have “real food,” but I did get creative with the electricity. living 75% of life on 50% electricity.

  • CBT this

    CBT this

    The real CBT issue

  • letting it sink in

    letting it sink in

    My life has always been reactive. But it is now more than ever. Suggest a plan and I laugh. Ha! But I have to react to the environment. I use all my energy for…

  • Shove the niceties

    Shove the niceties

    I need people to break it down for me because apparently, I’m clueless. How can insisting there’s only one way to be not be seen as having a superiority complex? You can be one…

  • Can’t Have Fun

    Can’t Have Fun

    lol. I can’t swallow pills, and the pharmacy gave me extended-release meds. This will be a bumpy ride. Will I survive? Doubt I thrive. Welcome to May. My birthday month. I was trying hard…

  • Lower than low

    Lower than low

    I don’t think pharmacies are supposed to be a part of the medical trauma story, but congratulations, Carelon, you made it.  Seems amazing or sad.  When I’m sweating with a BP of 170/90, I…

  • Defining “The Least”

    Defining “The Least”

    Beginning to realize that underthinking is a much bigger problem than overthinking, but that’s just my opinion. So, it means nothing.

  • It Never Ends

    It Never Ends

    Random book rant because why not? I really want to read/finish this fiction book, and the unnamed author is frustrating. But if this were nonfiction, I’d have the same response. So, genre is not…

  • 2021 Year Review: Slavery & Other Things

    2021 Year Review: Slavery & Other Things

    Short recap for 2021, even though I had 100 entries. But when work dominates, I vent about it. This is the first year review I feel removed from.