Tag: work
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I’m Not Afraid to Drown
People suck so much. How can I get out of here? Don’t have pets, kids, or anyone who depends on you. That’s a barrier to freedom. Freedom to leave this Earth. I hope Anne Heche wanted to leave. I feel bad for her true friends and family. I’m starting a new business. I don’t know…
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My Light Has Gone Out – No SSDI
Just because you can’t see it Doesn’t mean it isn’t there I know my symptoms are going to get worse by working. But they won’t let me get SSDI. I can’t live on less. So why do they think I’m working at all? Because I like it? No, I’m burned out. I took almost two…
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Just Want to Be Okay
She did say I’m in the 1% for social stuff. But my IQ is normal (especially verbally), and she said I have normal cognitive ability. Uh, WHAT? I was scared about the IQ test because my memory loss is terrible, and I was thinking, how do I pass an IQ test??? But I did okay.…
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Never Have I Ever
From the intake in March, the psychologist was dismissive of me being autistic. So, I know I’m not getting that DX. But, I am curious how she thinks she will help if she diagnoses me with what I THINK she will. What? She doesn’t give a shit about HELPING. I think I will get diagnosed with:…
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Autism in Leggins
I don’t know where to begin. My birthday sucked. It was my worst birthday ever. The end. We had two very hot days. It was probably 100 degrees in the house. I was okay for the most part. I put towels with cold water on my dog every 2 hours. Next time, I might set…
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I am Enough
My birthday is Monday, and I’m feeling depressed. If I got my usual week off, I would be happier even if I didn’t go anywhere. I need a break so bad. Something scary happened on Thursday. It wasn’t as frightening as the visit to the ER. That was scary because I could barely get dressed…
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