Eff them. I’m sick from work again. No one cares. If they say they do, it’s a lie.

I wouldn’t tell someone to not hate someone who’s affecting their health in a negative way. But people are different. We have different values, abilities, tastes, weaknesses and likes.

I’m sick of them. They are the people with power, and they get away with everything. They even have people with no resources or in the middle class kissing their ass. Every time I see someone stick up for corporate America…it’s so bizarre. Unless the person is a manager or employer. I expect that from them.

I know they are going to fire me soon. Fine. I’m sick and exhausted from dealing with you.

I need rest and I can’t get it.

How to know how privileged you are: how much do you control your time? That’s the real answer. I don’t mean privileged in a “nothing happens to me and everyone loves me” way. I mean, privilege as in your place in society. The more control or options you have, the better your life CAN be.

Someone may use their freedom (free time) to smoke cocaine or whatever the drug is that can kill a person. (I’m clueless about drugs). So, having control doesn’t mean everything is going great and no problems. The person may speed with their Massarotti (I know nothing about expensive cars, but I think that one fits). And they get into an accident and hit a pole or worse.

There are many factors that affects someone’s life including their health (mental illness, physical health and disabilities). If a person is going through a manic phase or depressed cycle of I don’t consider that being in control.

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Updated 3 days later because no one values my health, besides me. I’m sick today. Was so sick yesterday that I couldn’t see the chat with customer service, it took forever. My vision was also really bad on Monday. It was bad all week. But Monday and Friday were disabling.

Not going to finish this entry but wanted to post what I have instead of it being a draft forever.