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Now I’m nervous. I just found out the interview is for tomorrow!!! I thought it was on Wednesday. I’m glad I already have something in mind to wear. I’ve never done a virtual interview. I suck at interviews in general, but I think I can survive a virtual one better.
My biggest fear is that they will want more than 10 hours. I can’t do 30 hours with a full-time job. I have clients, and I want to create my course. If I get this freelance job, no course from me. I won’t have time to do any marketing. At all. No time for anything but working.
I’m not sure whether I want it. The pay is okay. I want the job for the experience. The problem is I’m supposed to know how to do this stuff already, so I will have to lie, which I suck at. But I think I can use enough terms for Zapier and ClickUp. I don’t like Dubsado, so I have purposely forgotten their terms. I will have to watch a video and take notes tomorrow. I use ClickUp daily, but only for my tiny business.
Now my whole schedule has changed. I guess I will have to walk my dog during lunch. Today it kind of worked out. I’m so glad I checked the appointment! What if I had gone in thinking it was Wednesday!! Now I’m nervous, and my stomach isn’t happy.
I know it is wrong to say this in 2022, but I hope the interviewer is a female or a gender binary person. I’m not good with men. I don’t hate men. I don’t love women. I’m just a little more comfortable around people who don’t appear male.
Sorry. That’s the truth. Yes, this is due to my past. But girls and women have been so mean to me too. Horrible!! So I don’t like people in general. But if I had to choose, I would say a female. Of course, I’d rather it be an animal, but I doubt that happens.
I worked on my course tonight. I finally have some organization. I will finish a lesson or two this week. Of course, I will try to record it over the weekend IF I don’t get the job.
Well, today was a weird day. I don’t know why. I wasn’t tired around two like usual. I got up too early, and my brain couldn’t function. I was going to sleep until 6:50 AM tomorrow, but now I can’t. INTERVIEW.
Oh god. What am I doing? Trying to get back all my money from the IRS. I need an ER fund. I have nothing now. All that work I did is gone. FML.