MOTHERFUCKERS. okay, so no one gives a damn about my cat. I figured that out last week. I can’t get her into the carrier so she isn’t going to the vet. SHE WINS!!!!!!! If I could strangle those vets. Of course she doesn’t want to go. You put her to sleep last time. You tried to corner her with a towel. She was sick. (Sicker than she is now)…………..

Fuck. So my cat will remain sick. Does that make everyone happy? Oh, right no one cares.

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I give up. I don’t have a high tolerance for crap.

And they don’t even call. If they try to make me pay for canceling, I will contact my nonexistent lawyer.
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I’m not a people person.
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Therapy

I’m sorry but I’m still in people suck mode so…I am always amazed at how socially unintelligent counselors and/or shrinks are. It could be me. 🙂 But they don’t seem to understand. The people at work either dislike me or think I’m crazy. It’s probably both for the majority. So why would I do any social stuff there for god sakes?? That is setting myself up for failure.

I am paying for this so I don’t know. I might just give up. I’m not going to waste my money and her time. Doing social stuff at work would be like me jumping in to the deep end of a pool. FOR ME, it would be easier to start with dealing with strangers. At least there isn’t a back story. I’m going to a concert in May. It would be better for me to start off there.

Whatever. She wants me to sit in the cafeteria at work. Alone. I can sit in a restaurant alone. Would she just admit that sitting in the cafeteria by myself when I’ve NEVER been in there is a little uh, strange? WTF is this going to accomplish? I’m doing it. I will wear my hat so no one can see my eyes and sit there for 20 minutes. How boring. Sitting in the cafeteria??? I would rather listen to sports talk radio in my car. Boring.

I want to get drunk in a club. I’ve never been drunk or in a club. That is getting into the deep end of the pool but at least it is interesting. I’m going to do this silly ass homework. I have much more to say about this past therapy session but since I’m doing that this week (and ignoring other assignments), I thought I would start there.

Dear Doc

Please understand that the work environment is toxic. THEY KNOW ME.

love, me
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those goddamn vets. ugh. fuckers.