After my last entry rant, I feel like I have to post something. Don’t have a lot of time. Life has been craaazy. I’ve been without a cellphone (which means no phone) for 8 days. Even for a loner like me, that is a long time. I thought I was going to flip out @ work on Friday. I found it this afternoon at home.

My cat is sick and I have to leave work early to take her to the vet. I’m scared of so many things. I can’t even get into to it right now.

Had therapy today (and a Big Mac – yum). My therapist wants me to uh, DO things. um, okay. yeah. more later.

I made this strawberry smoothie twice w/my new blender. It tastes just like the bottled smoothie! And I can’t cook (not that using a blender is cooking but youknowwhatimean). The site says it takes 10 minutes. I just threw stuff in the blender. It took about 4 minutes. Healthier than a Big Mac.

I’ve been researching schools. I haven’t had energy for much else…but then I read Lindsay Lohan’s US magazine interview yesterday. Everyone has felt that way. I remember fighting with my best friend in junior high and then she disappeared without telling me. I cried for days. My point is that reading about Lindsay’s break up with her girlfriend, motivated me to start a website. It’s not much. It sure isn’t charity work. But I’ll take anything. Um, thanks Lindsay for sharing your pain and letting me use it. Seriously I hope she’s okay because she’s human.

I so want to say that if she is ever in my city…but that is inappropriate. Have to go to bed.