SCREAM

I was asked out to go to lunch!!!!11111111111111!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is perfectly normal in this department. However, I don’t even talk to the two women. I don’t talk to anyone…

I’m nervous. scared. anxious. what do i say? see i know that everything i say will get back around the department. i’m the only one they know NOTHING about. i could tell you their life stories. it’s bad enough having to worry about what to say to THEM but knowing that what i say to them will get back…my stomach is doing cartwheels right now. fuck, i hate this crap.

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i spent 2 hours dancing yesterday. i sorta feel like i was on a cheer team with the whole counting thing. 1,2,3,4. my god. i wish i had it on dvd but even if i did i wouldn’t do it at home (long story). anyhow, even if i didn’t follow all the steps because i couldn’t..lol. it is still a workout. just moving for 2 hours is what’s important.

the music wasn’t great. the country music was so cheesy but the steps were a little easier to remember. the pop one was all around better. it was a far better workout and the music was tolerable. the dvd i want is a hip hop dance/exercise dvd. the music better not suck! 🙂 i’ll mention the name and do a mini review when i get it.

i have always enjoyed dancing. no, i’m not good at it. my first memories of trying to follow choreographed dancing is janet jackson’s “if” video. i can still do the moves today even though i haven’t seen the video in forever. i did learn a few of britney spears’ videos but mostly i feel like i made up better stuff than her choreography. the good ol’ days.

yay for youtube! i actually have it on vhs. lol. this video changed a lot of people’s lives.

i could dance forever although now i yearn to dance with structure. it is much more of a workout to dance to the philly 76ers routines than just random moves. my biggest issue is to dance without counting. i can’t go fast, count and dance at the same time. and the whole counting to 8 and then starting over. ahhhhh. too much for my mind to take. i would love to get really good at it. i’m definitely a beginner.

i’m also trying to think of a place to dance..that is another entry.
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i do feel a little bad for how michael phelps’ hometown is throwing him under the bus. he wants to chill at home. let him be. the bong jokes must be hard on his family…i keep thinking ‘what if they are listening to this?’

on the other hand, THIS GUY HAD A DUI. hello, he already had a “second chance”. on that level i don’t feel bad for him at all. people forgot what happened before the Olympics. i think he deserves the loss of sponsorships and whatever is coming his way. i don’t wish that on him but he deserves to suffer the consequences. i just want people to remember this guy has had several warnings.