Tag: overwhelmed
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It doesn’t get better
What advice would you give to your teenage self? Don’t listen to all the people who say life will get better. They lied. They were talking about neurotypical people. I kind of knew I wasn’t like everyone else, but I thought there was a 5% chance this might be true. Nothing else everyone said was…
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Fetch the Bolt Cutters
I’m working way too much. I don’t care what my therapist says. Back to that in a second. Some nights I am so worried about work, I can’t sleep. I can’t stop thinking of all I have to do. I was so burned out Thursday night that I could not work after my full-time job.…
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All you had to do was stay
So much going on. Some of this overwhelm is my fault. My free email course starts tomorrow. I have four out of five lessons done. Do I have to finish lesson five today? Nope. But I’m putting all this pressure on myself to get it done today. Sigh. And then what if it sucks? There’s…
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My sex drive…outrageous
Yesterday I kind of wanted to die. I was overwhelmed. Work sucks. Work sucks. Works sucks. I asked for this upcoming Friday off because I need a break. I wanted Monday off but I didn’t want to pressure my boss into approving it on short notice. Anyway, I’m feeling much better now. I have decided…
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Looking for heaven
I’m feeling scattered. Today is the first day of my favorite month of the year. The weather is gorgeous. My neighbor mowed my lawn on Saturday while I was out! Of course, I didn’t ask him to. He just did it. Good things. But there are also bad things. Or maybe not so bad, depends…
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