Tag: depression

• raw

  If you are human, you will find this entry offensive. Today was supposed to be internet free day but that’s all fucked up. If I were on a diet today would be the day I eat a whole cake…or a bunch of doughnuts. They took my money. IT WAS INTEREST FREE UNTIL AUGUST yet chase…

  C. F.

  January 21, 2010

  life

  americanized, depression, donate money, fuck chase credit card, money, perception, poor countries, problems, social anxiety

• NYE

  I’m feeling really off today. Maybe it is because I ate blueberry muffins for breakfast. WTF is wrong with me? I have zero energy. Part of it is probably due to it being winter. (S.A.D) I hope this is temporary. It probably doesn’t help that I only use ‘green’ light bulbs in my house. I…

  C. F.

  December 6, 2009

  life

  depression, hotel, new years eve, seasonal affective disorder, va, williamsburg

• on the edge

  I was depressed all last week. Something else bad happened on Saturday. I somehow got out of bed & to work this morning. How? By not acknowledging or dealing with any of the effects of the bad stuff. Since my water tank burst, I pretty sure I have mold growing in my house. What am…

  C. F.

  November 30, 2009

  life, pop culture, sports

  bud adams, depression, meltdown, mildew, mold, money, Tennessee Titans, Vince Young

• negative nancies

  I don’t care if people are negative about their own life or even the world. I remember when I was really into politics from age 17-25. Now I think all politicians are professional liars. They have to please their constituency…so unless they agree with everything the majority believes in, they are lying. A person can’t…

  C. F.

  September 11, 2009

  avon, life, starting a business

  avon, coping skills, depression, discounts, haters, hobbies, negative nancies, ocd, politicians, social anxiety

• blame it on the alcohol

  People definitely react differently to alcohol. It doesn’t make me more personable/talkative. It makes me sad even if I wasn’t before…which is not the case today. Even though I just had a wine cooler (strawberry daiquiri), I’m swearing off on drinking. Is beer fun? Why do some people have fun when they drink? I’ve never…

  C. F.

  August 30, 2009

  life

  alcohol, dahmer, depression, movies, tv

• got to runaway

  i haven’t been this depressed since college. the good thing was that i didn’t know i was depressed back then and i didn’t have to deal with the world nearly as much. i’m apathetic and overwhelmed. i’m not suicidal (too much work).

  C. F.

  May 19, 2009

  Uncategorized

  apathy, depression, overwhelmed