Tag: depression

• Something’s Missing

  Hopefully the next time I post I will have a ticket to the John Mayer spring tour! Super excited!!!!!!! 😉 If you think that is a lot of exclamation marks, just want until I get tickets! 🙂 Tickets go on sale this Friday. I will have two computers set up and ready to buy. I…

  C. F.

  February 29, 2012

  life, music

  concert, depression, happiness, john mayer, public speaking, wah, work

• you make me feel

  Depression is settling in again. I guess I’m only allowed a little window of the good life. I can tell because doing the little things take so much energy. I get overwhelmed easily. But I guess I am due a life of gloom and an early death… According to this fascinating book I just read:…

  C. F.

  June 29, 2011

  books, life

  book, depression, happiness, social anxiety, yoga

• Queen of (K)nots

  There was jury drama today and it wasn’t my fault. Something happened that almost NEVER happens and we the jury weren’t happy about it. I’m done for three years! WHY? Because I served on a jury!!! Of course the lawyers didn’t get a good vibe from me, so I was excused. Hell yeah! I love…

  C. F.

  June 27, 2011

  life

  depression, freak, jury duty, nervousness, shyness, social situations, sodium

• heart beating like a hammer

  I feel claustrophobic. Whatever I do is not enough…for me. I feel like the walls of my house are closing in on me. I asked one person for help. No help. Not that that would solve anything. I signed up for overtime. Should I cancel doing overtime again to see about the volunteer opportunity (orientation…

  C. F.

  May 26, 2011

  life

  abilify, depression, restless

• Me, Myself, and Time

  Update on Abilify: I’m still yawning all the time…especially at work. But I don’t come home and crash from exhaustion anymore. In fact, I could be getting stuff done. 😉 I take power cat naps instead. They are awesome. However, I’m still not motivated when it comes to school. I’m doing homework but I’m not…

  C. F.

  April 20, 2011

  current events, life, pop culture, school

  abilify, bipolar celebs, catherine zeta jones, demi lovato, dentist, depression, energy, fun, grad school, MFA, PHD

• happy to be on abilify?

  Oh my god! I love Abilify. 🙂 🙂 😉 🙂 😉 No I’m not happy…I’m still me. There is no magic drug. I’ve been on the lowest dose of Abilify for enough time for it to work and guess what?? IT IS WORKING. I have energy. I’m not sleeping in. I got up today like…

  C. F.

  April 16, 2011

  life

  abilify, crafts, crochet, depression, michaels