I wish I could take their medical license away. Oh, don’t worry. No one cares enough about me (us). But eff all the people on —- platform. They are okay for if a person wants or need a prescription for a cold. But if I were you, I would just get something over the counter.

How can a medical platform be so bad at treating autistic people? It’s my fault. I know what the perception is. I can recite it in my sleep.

I’m kind of in shock right now. I feel myself going into a PTSD event that will last 6 months. NO DOCTORS for 6 months because I’m traumatized. Sometimes my acute trauma attacks last only for 2 months. But the medical stuff seems to last longer.

These people are parading around as people who help people. But it’s everyone but you.

It’s traumatic. Even though it’s happened before. I have to stay off their platform. But I’m still in disbelief. They went to different medical schools; they get no training from —. They are supposed to be independent. But let’s get real, everyone gets the depression and/or anxiety diagnosis. I’m reading book now that says American doctors over diagnose schizophrenia. Why are we so….basic? wrong?

Schizophrenia is kind of like IBS (which is also over diagnosed). Can’t figure out what’s wrong, but you have digestive issues, IBS. Unless you get a good doctor. I had a good doctor (not on that pathetic platform, of course) and never got an IBS DX. I got the real thing. It shocks me now. I got lucky with the gastro doc. Of course, I’ve moved and have no gastro care right now.

Well, with the big ugly Trump bill, 12 million who have insurance now won’t have insurance. But I don’t think it’s a done deal. Someone else might get nominated and all of them won’t lose their insurance. I’m not an overly optimistic person (WHAT) but maybe only 6 million will be without. Impossible to know right now.

I will find this doctor on a platform and give a bad review. Just one review. I will be very specific and honest and say she’s probably a good doctor for SOME people. I won’t do it tonight or anytime this week because it would be:

This doctor has no empathy. She needs to stay away from autistic people. For life. No parole. But she probably would enjoy that!! I am sitting here traumatized by her.

And maybe 2 sentences more about how the visit will lead me to not seek medical care for a few months. Some of it is true, but some just because I’m in an acute stress state right now. “Too emotional”

Oh well. Another bad medical story. UGH. Please stop telling people to ask a doctor. Some people don’t get decent medical care. A lot of things people say are BS to people who are really struggling. So, whatever.

I was just supposed to come here just to post the music I listened to in June. That’s it. Wow.

What did I relearn today? Most people = bad.

Thanks for confirming. I appreciate it! And stop recommending people are cures when they are causing the problem. How do people get CPTSD? Exactly.

(I really learned to never use —- again.)

Maybe Diddy will be in jail for another five years. That could make me happy. I rarely want people in jail, but I’m 100% fine with him being in jail. Another rich person taking advantage of people because they have money. Cry me a river….

Joking about Diddy being sentenced. None of that has an impact on my life. But yes, a little bit more jail time would be fine…Since he can’t get life in prison.

The doctor left me a message. I have to think…will it be more traumatizing to read the message? I’m going to glance through it. If it seems to be going a certain way, I will ignore it. I need to sleep tonight and work all week. I can’t afford to have a major stress reaction.

I decided to leave the name of the platform out. I will publicly review them since I used to use them often (ten years ago) and I only use them now when I’m desperate. I’ve never reviewed the platform on it’s on, but I have sent a few feedback emails that don’t get responded to.

Music of June 2025

1. Lauren Diagle
2. Mariah Carey
3. Selena
4. Ellie Goulding
5. Brandi Carlile
6. Taylor Swift
7. Miley Cryus
8. Ariana Grande