Probably dead. But my lab work came back pretty good, which was a surprise. So, I might live for 12 to 15 years. THE HORROR!
But my glucose came back high for the 1st time ever, but I wasn’t fasting. So, I’m fasting and taking the A1c in a few weeks. I hate fasting because I don’t feel hunger (or thirst) so fasting messes up my whole routine and I always end up confused and eating too much that day. Sounds strange? Welcome to my autistic life. Another thing medical professionals don’t know about.
Anyway. I think climate change will wipe away the earth, so will anyone be here in a decade? Who knows?
Sometimes I think I should have goals (like I used to) because what if I live? But I’ve learned that I don’t have a lot of control over life. The more time and money a person have, the more in control they feel. When my bank account was negative, I didn’t have many options for food. Just having a little extra money gives a person options. Taco Bell or Chipotle or something from the fridge? Options.
So, I do want to leave the United States at least once more before I die. I no longer have a goal of moving to another country. That’s stressful, too hard and costs too much. I don’t want to move to another country on a Visa and 6 months later have to figure out how can I stay?
Plus, what if the country I move to elects a Donald Trump as president? I would have to come back here. Major bummer.
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