Ugh. (what a way to start an entry. I used to do that a lot. Anyway…) What am I doing? Being unfocused. I work too damn much. Not by choice. Well, I like working (not at my FT job) because I like having a routine. Ideally, I would be fine with working 25 hours a week. It used to be 35 hours. Then it went down to 30. But the way I can’t remember anything right now….I can’t think at all.

My brain is destroyed. I hope this makes someone’s day. Why should this happen for no reason? I can’t think. No more questions.

I have a ton of little things I’ve written for something else that I haven’t shared here. Short or long passages. Random stuff. I will start posting these since I don’t have time to create long entries. Plus, most people don’t want to read long entries from what I’ve read.

I also have a couple of audio posts, but I don’t know if WordPress.com will allow that. I know on my biz websites, it’s hard to do for free without using YouTube.

OMG. The presidential debate is on. So much lying. I am rolling my eyes, and Trump hasn’t said anything yet. Geez, this will be a test of my tolerance. Allow them to lie, don’t roll my eyes or shake my head. I probably can’t do that. Seriously. I hate lies.

Trump is talking. I failed. Hard eye roll. I can’t help. I’m a failure!!!!!

Today’s random story

My living situation is better than I’ve had some of my life, so for now, I’m okay. My living situation doesn’t have much impact on mental health until the fireworks or the vehicle noise.

I’m not a social person. I’m not social right now. At all. No energy for even online stuff. I love being alone. I’m calmer that way.

Nothing has changed over the past five years regarding being social. I am a little less social online because I don’t have time to do what I used to do.

If time weren’t a barrier, I would go to more parks and leave the house more. But not that much socializing since it always leaves me frazzled.