Her soul slides away

Daily writing prompt
Are you holding a grudge? About?

LOL. Me? Never. I don’t know how. I’m very laid back. Easy. That used to be me. But not anymore. 🔥🔥🔥🔥 That’s for wearing down my patience.

I was going to post my journal entry from my personal journal because I don’t have time to write something new. And then I see this prompt. HAHA. But I’m holding a grudge against the government (Social Security) to be exact. But we are a democracy, so everyone is for money over people is the problem. So I’m holding a grudge against just about everyone for about a year. Not a big deal.

Anyway here’s my short entry from my personal journal with names redacted, so I don’t know whether it makes sense.


New Moon. Almost missed it. Apparently, I’m a reflector when there are no transits. So I’m paying attention to the moon…when I have time.

O god. Haven’t really thought about New Moon’s intentions. But being a reflector is about waiting to make big decisions. As if I can wait. The fewer resources you have, the more you better hurry up and make a decision.

Oh. Argh. That lady at Talkspace wants a face-to-face conversation. WTF? I’ve never had that issue. Ugh. I need to tell her that maybe that won’t work. 

So now that I know I don’t have to make intentions…do I? Why not since I’m here.

Overwhelm. That’s what I feel when I think of goals these days. I do what they want me to do. (Work). No time for other stuff. And they want you to get a mammogram,  get your oil changed, etc. I don’t know where this time is supposed to come from. 

So, I’m reverting to doing nothing but work. Whatever I have to do, I can dream. I have L’s thing coming up, and I’m pretty sure that’s the only thing I feel I must do because I signed up two months ago. 

Silly me for thinking I control my time because others claim they do. Sick of other people.

For September, L is my focus. I want to do something for Halloween. Maybe I should try selling clipart as PLR? I’m not sure. I guess I should try. I’ve never done PLR before. I will probably price it somewhat low and let the price go up like it should if people buy. Otherwise, why bother? 

That’s one website. L is the goal for the OG business this month. I’m adding the journal to one website. After L and P are done, I can do the next profile for —.

Not bad. That’s September. I have to cancel a bunch of stuff this month. Finally. 

Gotta go respond to Talkspace. 

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