She thought she could just say anything to me. Wow. Obviously, she doesn’t know me as well as she thought she did. Why would she think I would be okay with yelling. Ever?

She also thought I was dumb. Half of that is about me. And the other half is about the people she usually works work. I know she works with some adults. She has to. Does she treat them this way too? What is wrong with her? I didn’t see it coming. But I never analyzed her like I do with ‘the others.’ Maybe she was too close. ??

I still don’t know what happened. Now I’m starting to analyze her. But she was that way 3 weeks in a row. A mental health issue? She’s a human too. I would like to think she would have told me. But people hold her to a higher standard because of her job. Not me.

However, If you switch personalities, I will treat you the way you are

Long day. I didn’t work much. But I did stuff all day. I could sleep. Probably due to the lack of K. I could write a whole book on her…I hope I don’t. That is probably my biggest fear. That I won’t get over. Ever.

People give up on people so easily. They throw me away like junk. They don’t give me a chance. Maybe some do. But they eventually leave again.

I have to write more later. About the lies.

THE LIES!!

The Lies….

the lies.