In November, I will try to journal more. I do this every other year.  A word count feels arbitrary. So, I’ll count the days. I have no memory, so on days when I have nothing to say, I’ll use a prompt based on my life. It’s record-keeping.  I won’t always post here. The goal is to either journal online in my private journal, write, or blog here. Three options. 30 days. My goal is 25 days out of 30, because daily would set me up for failure.

I’m supposed to be documenting medical stuff, so maybe this will help with that too. Not having a memory and people expecting me to have answers isn’t fun.

I’m spending a lot of my “free time” learning, which happens to match my birth chart in astrology. Learning is need for me. Not a want. Without learning, I feel dead. But my Mars placement said I was really motivated to learn, and that was true. I even wanted to do homework! But now my Mars has moved, and I will probably go back to my baseline: enjoy learning, low desire for homework and note taking.

From a computer-generated astrology reading (which are hit or miss – some are better than the live astrology readings I’ve gotten).

You jump from one thing to another so quickly that you either never get really good at anything or you never finish anything.

I probably wouldn’t get this from a person because we must be positive at all times. But this is really good. Lol. I would love to exclusively blame jumping from one thing to another for my lack of success. But I also don’t have talent. So, if I spent 10 hours a week practicing guitar, I would still suck. I’ve tried.

You tend to do more rather than less. For example, if a recipe calls for a tablespoon, you may add a tablespoon and a half. You figure that if this much is fine, a little more would make things better.

Ha. This reminds me of a human astrologer who might say something like this. I just got an email from her after a long time, but I didn’t read very far because she was offering a discount on her readings, and even with a discount, I don’t need an astrology reading right now. But she’s great.

But that quote is hilarious. It’s not about doing too much. I do “too little” too. Trust me. I don’t measure! It’s called not giving a %$S. I don’t do details.

Anyway, I forgot that report existed. Fun read.

Wait. One more:

You have sex appeal.

Okay, geez. WTF? This is why we can’t let AI rule the world! A human would never say or THINK that. Silly, robots. #lies

Oh, and it keeps saying I will or may do too many drugs. I guess that could be a turnoff to some, but that’s what an unbiased person who learns astrology (even in the 1800s) would say by looking at my chart. I don’t drink alcohol or do drugs, but it’s about Neptune in my chart. 

I can’t stop.

Your innate qualities are truly remarkable. You are not just generous and helpful, but also a beacon of inspiration for others. Your humor and fun-loving nature bring joy to those around you.

Can’t trust computers! This is proof. 

Although you are probably very open to new ideas, there may be a desire for scientific proof before anything can be believed.

Right. But I’m open-minded enough to believe in astrology only because I can test it myself by looking at my chart and others I know. Repeatedly.If I couldn’t test astrology, I probably would ignore it because no one is doing scientific studies.

I guess I should clear up that a person wrote the actual words, but it doesn’t interpret the way a human would. For example, a computer-generated report will literally read your birth chart. 

Example: “You seek security and avoid risk” and “You are adventurous and yearn for excitement at every turn” will show up in back-to-back paragraphs in a computer report. A human astrologer will likely only see one of those due to planet aspects in the chart, OR they will say you seek security with money, but you love to be adventurous when you travel.” 

A human will interpret/translate better but I’ve gotten bad readings by humans going on about romantic relationships, or how I would be a great teacher, etc.