I’ll answer this even though this question doesn’t bring me joy. The only consistent thing I do daily is work. WORK. And I don’t have much to show for it. I’m not homeless, though. But not a lot of fun or joy.
I can’t do anything because I never know when I have will part-time work. At least with my FT job, I know (most of the time) when I’m doing it. But I can’t plan to be out without internet because what if there’s work and I have to do it?
So much work. No control over my time. I like routine. I Like to know approximately how much work I will have to do on Sunday. AND if there’s no work, I don’t get paid. How can I financially plan for anything if I don’t get paid. I have the PT job so I can have money to pay my bills. What a freaking concept.
So, instead of 40 hours a month which is what I thought I would be working. It’s up and down. The minimum is probably 20 hours a month. I usually get at least 25 hours. But I can’t plan anything on the weekend because I have no idea whether I will be working or not. And sometimes we are allowed to work more
I don’t even care about the details. So, I’m gone.