This one is dedicated to you.
After posting about the cold weather a few days ago, I’ve been thinking about Multiple Sclerosis (MS) and a lot of my “autistic issues” could be early MS. If I have it, whatever. But if I need to know for medicine, I can’t dismiss it as autism. I have to think, “it could be MS.”
Doctors (and everyone in healthcare) don’t know shit about autism, so I don’t have to worry too much about that. I just have to remember to mention the systems and ask, “could this be MS?” They know about MS. It’s described correctly in the book.
I have more than 50% of the symptoms but nothing major, so I’ll just wait and breathe. Linda agrees with this. But many of the symptoms could fall under other conditions. I guess this is why people don’t get diagnosed until around 55+. It starts very slow.
Anyway, I was supposed to work more tonight, but I said fuck it and read for fun. Whatever. Not made for this world, so I will no longer play by their rules. I will follow the law. So, no significant things. But I will break any social more I want and shove it in their face. When people say “fun,” I always have to replace it with another word. But showing their crap back in their faces???