I like how they try to make me wrong. They love doing it. Not people in my real life (for the most part), but the people online. I should get offline and then I wouldn’t have any social contact. Perfect!

I don’t know how to talk to people who don’t consider circumstances. And so many people do this that it’s like, okay I’m done. No more people.

And I know all the people who judge me could never deal with what I’m dealing with. It is so insulting to say, “I would do this or that,” when you are nowhere near or have ever been in a situation like this. How could they possibly know?

It’s like judging a busy mom for not having a clean house. PLEASE. I’m not a mom, but I can relate to being overwhelmed and dealing with burnout. Different lives but I can still get it. For some reason some people can’t do this. I think I know why, but no one (doctor, researcher etc) won’t say it so….

I don’t understand how I’m supposed to understand them when it doesn’t make sense. 1 + 1 = 2. But I feel they are telling me 1 +2 = 6. How can they demand I understand something that doesn’t make sense? or isn’t true?

Most people let them off the hook. But if I don’t understand why something is done, I don’ t do it. I feel like they are missing steps in their thinking is the best way to say it. AND they expect to understand something that isn’t supposed to be understood. That’s frustrating.

I know this seems disjointed because I’ve been writing this off and on. My part time job system seems to be down. So, I’m going to rest for the first time this week on a weekday.