This is a prompt from WordPress, but this is a real entry. Perfect timing! What pisses me off? PEOPLE.
People think they are right just because they are in the majority. Neurotypicals don’t say what they mean. And people are supposed to guess. I’m blunt and say what I mean. Who has better social skills? ME. Not them like they’ve been told all their lives.
I’m sick of their shit. I’m not taking it anymore! Salute to all neurodiverse people who will not back down anymore. They told us we were wrong for decades. THAT IS NOT RIGHT.
I will not back down anymore!! You will not treat me like a second-class citizen because I’m autistic. You will not abuse the power you were given just because you were born….without being autistic.
I’M NOT TAKING YOUR SHIT ANYMORE.
You can fire me (if it’s work-related). But you can’t LIE to me. I’ve been lied to my whole life. Told that YOU WERE BETTER THAN ME because everyone thinks and talks like you. Sure, people have different opinions. But the 90% who think socially first. I don’t think like that. AND I DARE YOU TO TELL ME TO MY FACE THAT YOU ONLY YOU ARE RIGHT AND I AM WRONG.
Everyone will keep telling you that you are right. You think like them. Congratulations. Life is easier that way. I have to take the long way. Do you know how hard that is? Do you know how exhausting that is? Do you even care??????????
I could explain it, but I’m wasting my time. I’ve stopped explaining myself. Because I know no one will get it except for other neurodiverse people.
This is why I like being alone. I have to constantly explain things to neurotypicals. When I have low energy (most of the time since late 2020), I don’t have the energy to do what I must and then explain every little thing to them. It’s exhausting. And when they want something from me, I do it. Then they don’t SAY WHAT THE EFFING MEAN. And then I have to do it again or whatever.
It’s exhausting. Being around NEUROTYPICALS is so overwhelming.
And then they blame me. What the actual fuck?? What am I doing? Why am I here? Why am I explaining my existence AGAIN?? They don’t even know how this feels.
FUCK THE STATUS QUO and everyone who upholds it. It works for them. Why would they not uphold it? If things change, they are fucked. You’ll be like me. Ha. That would suck.
Some neurodiverse people are nice to neurotypicals. That’s not working. But I applaud you. When you get my age, you might get sick of them too. LOL.
I know they could never survive what I’ve been through DAILY. And you are trying to make me the bad person. I’m not shocked because that is what the majority does. That is what you’ve always done. Details of ‘normal people’ and their behavior will be in my book. I’ve released 1 of the stories. More to come.
I’m sick of asking for BASIC needs. Yes, I’m a basic bitch, but…
I’m going to have freedom one day.
And you all will forever insist you are right.
And that’s okay for today.
This week…
Music of the week: Taylor Swift, Maxwell, Alana Davis, Boyce Avenue, Halsey, Jewel, Joy Oladokun, Jess Moskaluk
Books of the week: Too many. Here are a few books I’m reading –
- ADHD Solution Deck: Organization & Productivity: The Guide to Leading an Organized & Productive Life by Lily Beacham
- Container Gardening For Beginners: A Guide to Growing Your Own Vegetables, Fruits, Herbs, and Edible Flowers by Tammy Wylie
- A Living Remedy: A Memoir by Nichole Chung
I also got 5 books about gardening from the local library.
Gotta go. Glad I could finally find time to write here.