I should be getting dressed but um, I have jury duty. I also had an appointment at 4PM. I thought I would be able to make it. Now I don’t know what to do. Of course I have to call….bummer. But what is really scaring me is that from what I’m reading, I’m expected to DO STUFF (aka talk). I thought nothing would happen on the first day. Fuck. I don’t wanna go. I’m scared.

I really have to get ready. I hope I get to read a lot.