well, well, well

Zoloft isn’t a magic drug! No shit. Seriously I want to use Avon to combat social anxiety. Guess what? I’m hitting walls at every turn. Doing a fundraiser is harder than I thought. I really, really, want to do a Xmas party in the beginning of December.

::hyperventilating as I type this::

TAKE THESE CHAINS OFF OF ME!

I’m sorry, I’m not happy to be alive. I would trade my life for a dead stranger if it were possible. The chain of social anxiety is just too much…and I’m an introvert!

NO I refuse this life b/c this isn’t living. I’m 80% dead. (down from 90% – thanks Zoloft).