URGH!!
They think everything I do is about them. Hello? I was pissed off about MY WORK – the thing that matters.
So I was sitting there, correcting a mistake and then I get this email that may me go “shit!” because it would take me an additional 15 minutes to fix the problem. So I shook my head. Vigorously. I may have rolled my eyes. Not sure.
Anyway, they started talking about ME talking about THEM. LOL. It’s not about you. And why are you always looking at my goddamn face anyways? They never talk to me so there isn’t a good excuse for looking at me.
Of course I look crazy in this situation because they weren’t talking about me, they were just talking and doing nothing. So I look CRAZY for spazzing out at my computer. However, it had NOTHING to do with them.
Ugh. What a way to end a day. Like I say on Twitter, “Today is (insert day).” LOL.
This doesn’t seem like a big deal. I know. My uncle has cancer. People are being raped. Parents are wondering where their kids are and if they are safe. Chicago isn’t getting the Olympics (the last one was inappropriate -sorry!).
But I have to deal with this next week. The great thing is that I’m only working 3 days next week. 🙂 So maybe by then they will forget? NO these are the peeps trying to figure me out by reading books so that’s not gonna happen. If anything happens, I have to be the strong one TO NOT react. Otherwise they keep trying to get me to flip out.’
It’s funny, most days the work is okay but the environment…actually I love the actual work. I would love it more it there wasn’t so much time pressure. You want me to get this right but you always want it quickly. Ummm?
More about my weekend plans later. I have one thing planned. I was going to go away but now I’m being a scaredy cat about $.
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I have a ton of Avon stuff planned. I’m going out of town to get rid (aka toss) Avon brochures. I’m giving them all away with coupons and samples of course. I do realize that my feelings toward people is stopping my success. Not my shyness but when I have thoughts of “I can’t stand people” like after the incident @ work.
more later