I’m done. I’m meant to be friend-less. I knew I was never meant to be married but now I have to accept that I am not worthy of humans in any capacity. Which is sorta hard because I study Buddhism. And I don’t know how all this fits in.
This isn’t anything new. It has always been in the back of my mind since I was a teenager. I just thought “everyone could have a friend with the right circumstances”. Not me.
I don’t know why I was put on this earth but I will continue studying Buddhism and take care of animals. That’s all I know how to do….and keep dancing to the music. I wasn’t made to tweet or talk to peeps online or in person.