I feel weird posting here even if no one reads. I feel like I’m losing my anonymity…especially since my tweets are posted here. I told them NOT to link to my page but it didn’t seem to matter. I LOVE twitter and I can’t even check in @ work or on a cell phone. I read twitter from the web. Where else can I read thoughts from David Gregory (host of Meet the Press) and Shaq. I don’t even like Shaq’s public persona but I love him on twitter (can’t say I don’t personally like him….though tempted cuz I don’t know him).
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I brought some b12 vitamins today. I am going to try to take one daily. My only concern is that a MD recommends 100mcg at the most while what I have is 250mcg. Weird. No, they can’t be broken up because I have gummy vitamins. 😉 I tried them before and I could feel an instant difference. I’m taking this for overall health but mainly for my mild depression. What I really need is something to help with irritably. There are vitamins for that (I’ll link to the book later) but I couldn’t find anything at CVS.
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Yeah someone called me on my hostile demeanor today. @ work. I don’t like people looking at me and judging my facial expressions. HATE IT. I could go Christian Bale on these peeps…but I have social anxiety and general anxiety with a touch of Asperger’s. So I say nothing. Have a great fucking day!

Yes I use my hostility which I see as annoyance to protect myself. To get people to STOP STARING AT MY GODDAMN FACE. It is an invasion of my privacy. Why can everyone else live with this? CAN I AT LEAST HAVE MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS TO MYSELF.

Give me ONE thing. My privacy! stop looking and judging.

Call me hostile. I call it my life.