Tag: work

• take a picture

  I just want to cry myself to sleep but I’m not good at crying unless there is an immediate fear. Crying might feel soothing. In summary (EDITED) I might lose my job before the new year. I think there is less than a 50% chance but I’m not sure. I know there is no point…

  C. F.

  December 17, 2010

  life

  hiatus, work

• Only hurt when I breathe

  I hate when I act the way they perceive me. People don’t talk about this. I guess it is filed under “self destructive behavior”. It sounds extreme. I’m not doing anything illegal. But it is self destructive. ARGH! I hate when I do this. I should be writing this in my paper journal. My paper…

  C. F.

  December 14, 2010

  life

  group, people, social situations, teamwork, tense, work

• all work, no play

  I dropped one class – the two credit class. On a whim I thought why not drop 2 classes (5 credits) so I started with that. There was a glitch. The system started back at the beginning. I’m a big sign person. So of course I thought that meant something. Thus I’m only getting a…

  C. F.

  December 8, 2010

  life

  bullying, ot, pms, PTSD, teasing, therapy, work

• If This Was A Movie

  I really didn’t plan on typing a novel… I’m going to drop at least one of my four classes. And I’m not going to see Burlesque. 🙁 I don’t know which one sucks the most. It’s not like I want to take 4 classes. LOL. Since my car battery and me getting locked out cost…

  C. F.

  December 5, 2010

  life

  cold, debt, lockout, locksmith, money, movies, school spring 2011, work

• this is me swallowing my pride

  There have been so many things I’ve wanted to say in this journal. During the week, I don’t have time. I wanted to talk about the call center fiasco situation. Then I said I would apologize to Ax. I feel really weird about that since I strongly believe someone at work is reading my blog….But…

  C. F.

  November 28, 2010

  life

  apology, call center, phone anxiety, social anxiety, talking, work

• I’m a thin bitch

  You would cry too if you had SA too. Ungrateful bastards. Laugh all you want. “I wouldn’t let that upset me”. Um, do you have SA? No? So STFU. Next. (I’m coming back to this topic, don’t worry). My BMI is 16 which is severely underweight. But hello people? I’m 30….not 30.5 like that paper…

  C. F.

  November 18, 2010

  life

  bmi, crying, crying at work, health, high blood pressure, hypertension, thin, underweight, weight, work