Tag: knitting

• Let’s not make it harder than it has to be

  Kindness I have my way of showing kindness. The problem is that 90% of people don’t accept my way of kindness. Some even see it as rudeness. I have learned this over the years of being in offices. When I’m being quiet, I’m respecting you. I’m not bothering you. Isn’t that nice? What I have…

  C. F.

  April 25, 2014

  life

  kindness, knitting, office, pictures

• Your words in my head, knives in my heart

  My family (extended and not so extended) probably wonders why I don’t spend time with them. It isn’t just social anxiety. It isn’t just lack of social skills…it is how they react to my lack of social skills. Would they make fun of someone with Asperger’s? My whole family on one side seems to have…

  C. F.

  April 14, 2014

  life

  family, knitting, making fun of people, social skills, work

• should be hopeless but we’re happy

  Work is a stress fest but it is getting a little better. School is going okay. School ends in less than a month! I still have a lot of test prep to do for my boards though. I am so not ready to take the boards on June 28 but I still plan on taking…

  C. F.

  April 8, 2014

  life

  getaway, knitting, pictures

• Burn With You

  Warning – A little suicide talk. Feel free to skip down to my pathetic exciting knitting photos! Tuesday night was really bad. I was going to take 150mg of Trazadone to kill myself. But I probably wouldn’t have succeeded. I probably would have just been really sleepy. All I could  think was: if I do this…

  C. F.

  April 4, 2014

  life

  knitting, money problems, suicide, weekly